Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Keep me down

I'm in the process of finishing an artwork and I'm pretty much sure I have ripped off many of the drawings I have done. I even accidentally deleted the one I think will be THE ONE.

So I locked myself in my room trying to be inspired. I said my prayer for the day, did myself a mask and washed my face before I picked up my stylus and start lining. In the end, all that's visible on my iPad was lines and brush strokes on unwanted drawing.

I just have to find a way to get inspired or else, I'll be stressing my brains out with all those other requests.

Being such a stressful person this week, I have decided to watch Once Upon a Time. Thank God for online streaming sites. 

Had a conversation with yourstrully regarding the current drawing I was working on. I usually ask for opinions before settling down to my final product. We had company at home. He was like,"you draw?" rolled his eyes and give that pfft face. I'm not sure but, am I not really that someone who represents the stuffs I do or make? Its sad actually, being looked as someone talent-less. Sigh.
So I showed him my Lana Del Rey artwork and some drawing on my thick drawing book. Then, he ended up comparing me with some other artists. Things people do to keep people unmotivated. Pity.

My digital art via my portfolio blog [BLOGESSIE]

Don't judge a book by its cover. 


Gee said...

You are a girl with overflowing talent. Don't let others put you down. Believe in yourself.. continue making awesome art. :)

aestherlyienda said...

thanks gee.